aaaahhh... i'm in pain.... so much pain..... okay maybe i'm not in PAIN but please just let me complain for a second. i have this dull annoying ache that's constantly in the back of my mouth and it's also swollen a bit so i can't shut my jaw properly and it sucks. A LOT. i literally have to stop myself from complaining about it to everyone around me all the time. i went to the dentist the other day and she basically just said, "yeah, it's your wisdom teeth, the pain is normal, get over it and stop being a little bitch." ...okay she didn't say that. she was actually really nice but i went there hoping for a solution and it felt like all i got was: you will probably be feeling like this for a long time so better get used to it.

the other day i was surfing the world wide web... and i thought... it's been a long time since i've checked my neocities profile... click... click... and then i saw that this website has over 10.000 views! whaaat?? i don't know how many individual people that is or how much of it is just me but it still caught me off guard. one part of me wants this to stay as my private personal project (ppp) forever but the other part is happy that there are people out there that were at least interested enough to give my website one click. i think that's awesome. i still have so many ideas and things i want to do with this website but i just can't seem to ever get around to it... one day... i will get to it... one day...

i will finish off this entry with a fun fact about me that i also just learned about the other day: i was actually supposed to be born on august 30th but apparently i just didn't want to come out. i wasn't willing to leave behind my blissful swim in the amniotic fluid voluntarily so they had to do a c-section and i was born on september 6th instead. i'm glad that happened because i really like my current birthday and also i got to spend an extra week in my mother's womb. there now, doesn't it feel like we know each other a little better?