okay okay so listen because i have some things to tell you... let me start with this: i pay close attention to my dreams and i can't help but notice there are some "rules" to them, like certain things often happening in certain ways. one of those things is that i haven't really been traversing the astral realm normally lately, i'm usually either running to places (sometimes on all fours), flying, or... skating. on skates. maybe it's because i have to walk everywhere in my real life so i like being speedy whenever i have the chance. i noticed i'm often waking up from a dream where i was zipping around on skates and wishing that i could do that even when i'm not dreaming... and at this point i should probably mention that it's not rare that i do something just because i dreamed about it... okay do you see where this is going...

my first ever pair of skates finally arrived yesterday and i love them! i'm a complete newbie as i have never done anything even close to this before but i have been watching a million youtube tutorials and i'm slowly getting the hang of it. i think youtube has also caught on to the fact that i am interested in this content now because it keeps tempting me with //how to do super cool tricks on skates\\ videos and i'm just like, stop! i'll die if i try that! those videos make me wish i could just be there already but then i fall on my ass twice in one day and am once again reminded that all is in due time, patience is a virtue, bodhisattva vow etc etc.

and the other thing: muse released a new album yesterday and it's pretty good. it's OK. i have been looking forward to this album since it was announced and wooow... i recommend you check out the song "we are fucking fucked". i was moping around all bummed out on thursday and now these two things happened and i'm okay again. and guess what, september is almost here so even more exciting things are due to happen. i'm a happy girl today.